i cant take the pressure i dont want to learn anything else except foreign languages id rather be in L.A doing wayy too many drugs than to be sober feeling depressed
my fuckin ATM card broke, my grandmoter who i was super close to- her birthday is in 4 days and i need her here ... and shes not :'(
i dont know where my life is going or who's going to be there.... i dont think i legitimately have any friends like real friends
i hate living at home and my aunt is moving in so my life is going to shatter within a week i know it.... we dont have space at my house... everyone is always arguing and they think im fucked up for being mad
AGH!
thats just the surface
and the fact that id rather be on more than one drug at the same time instead of leading a sober life is an issue that i cant even confront because im fucking sober right now
besides the 1500 grams of excedrin in my body
