sometimes i dont know

ok so what i gamble away 60 dollars i could had used.

why does stupid shit like this make me soo damn mad. there are worst things to be pissed off about.

ive spent $60 on food. thats worst and technically i left with more than i originally anticipated.

am i depressed. i want to finish school. and i miss my china bear. god i miss her. is that it? i cant let go of her death or my grandmothers for that matter. or is it because my brother left? what is wrong?

i want an ipod. so many people do without these luxuries 60 bucks, expensive food, bikes ipods family members etc.

journalism is hard and i want to be lazy. but music always makes me feel better.

i think i still have feelings for elmes. but i need to stay away. ugh halloween is practically here and no tengo a costume.

ugh and i have a f-ing ticket... my phone biil is 60 + 60 victorias secret. y que mas

my moms birthday tuesday. i need money blah blah

calvin harris should be fun. maybe i should take a sleeping pill. i hope my cheque is 300 fuck i wish is was 500 so i can live

scion day tuesday.

every damn day of my life is busy. when will this stop or get better.
if i move does that mean im running away from my problems?

where is the light in my tunnel?