so im leaving to new york to venture off do something new, some different. get my shit together. and im leaving in approximately 13 days. You would think my friends would totally want to be there and throw a going away for me. negative... its up for discussion its immediately veto-ed and someone who i would have never asked to be there. everyone who i didnt ask to be there was automatically offereing a hand. It is always like this. I am always the fucking exclusion to the rule. but only with strangers am i an exception. My old friends never good enough for them to go out of my way for them but its justified. I hate feeling like there are all of these conditions of friendship. Maybe i'm just old fashion. To me honestly it feels like a best man or a made of honor not throwing a bachelor party or a bridal shower. I dont know unconsciously i just feel ignored. but overall im totally content with the situation. My friend Nick was totally chill about it and was more than happy. I don't know its ok i'm just bothered and i wish it was always an issue. Like im totally not even in it. like 13 days doesn't even matter
Tuesday, February 1, 2011
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