im over my friends.

my friends suck. how do you tell yoru friends you dont want to be their friend?? seriously everytime i hang out with them i want to tell them we need some space. they make me mad ugh they make me mad. they're careless, selfish, ill mannered, they make me want to throw up. I play the passive aggressive card but im so sick of it. Everytime i give them every oppurtunity to not be dumb and it feels like im dissapointed everytime. although everyone gets on my nerves 3 of my friends. My first friend hmmm she is so empty. nothing makes the girl happy, besides guys. guys guys guys. these guys she has to throw herself at them and then they dont even respond. she's pretty but has no emotion so they dont give her time. she will put her friends in dangerous situations, especially me. She will call guys over to my car in a parking structure at 2 in the am and promise them company.egh she doesnt ever wash her hands after she uses the bathroom. omg. she drinks til she lacks control and relies on me as a good friend to mantain repsonsibility. Most of my friends rely on me for keeping responsibility. Why? Why can't i be the one getting trashed? We used to have good times but then She got caught up in boyfriend drama which destroyed her. She never laughs or smiles with any truth. girl friends are not good enough for her. Ugh same friend different charactersitic- she'll invite me places but really have a guy showing up to meet her. wtf is that? she wont even tell me. why the drag along if you really have another alternative. year by year the quality of friends gets worse. i hate that- secrest agendas. friend 2 mr.too little too late. this guy this guy ugh i thouhgt just hooking up with him would be cool but once again, when you hook up with guys things become weird. at first everything was cool, everything was normal. something happened him and another friend (later revealed) started over doing it. he wants to pay for like my $1 burrito? im like its cool he starts having a fit, i get confused. he started wrestling with me after i told him i didnt want to be touched. why would he do that? why would he literally put me in a headlock as im telling him to let me go. he has gotten soooooooooooo weird. he started like 4 months ago. he started doing weird stuff. like bitting me to the point of pain on my face? why? who does this? what is he trying to do? or hugs- he'lll squeeze me until my back is literally cracking? he makes everthying difficult. forget trying to get directions. goodness. i dont get it. he was going to ask me on a vday dinner or some shit idek. he told my coworker of this gran plan to take me to my favorite place in victoria gardens...which is already stange but the stranger thing is he never told me. which was ultimately for the better but why tell everyone else? now you look dumb cause people are asking me how the date when and i say what date? and whats with biting? why are you bitting me? why do physically hurt me? thats not cute or attractive. why say just kidding after you do it? ummm here's a bite for your neck you didnt ask for it but let me say just kidding after i do it because somehow that will void the pain. eww. ugh and he talks about snacks like he just won the lottery. not fat but still get over the cookies, pasta, and burgers fantasy. and he drinks like a fish. all guys can drink but i dont think i have ever met anyone besides my stepfather who can drink in those amounts. AGHHH he is just not for me, no self control. friend #3 the hardest to shake. she has no awareness of the consequence of her actions. its like everytime im at a party she spills her drink on me. AGHHHH a year later im still getting drink spilled on me. She's not doing anything with her life. she relies on other people for transportantion money and responsibility. she has no identity. she uses an outside voice all the time. She can not keep a secret. Also lately she's been acting weird too like she tries to excite me or something with this fake Barney entusiasm " Hey Meagan hows your day?" with they fakest smile and battering eyelashes like im a damn vegetable. its so weird. everytime shes like " HEEEEYYYY!!!" sometimes its after we've already seen each other. Its the most nongenuine greeting. egh. is there some kind of awkward mood flu going on. she's willing to take or try anything or anyone as long as its free. She will talk about anyone and point out every flaw. she hates on people who are comfortable with themselves. and she doesnt even know the definition on metabolism, appetite, suppressant, or amoxicilan and she's 20. all these thngs ANNOY ME. she has an attitutde when i have a different view or oppinion. She finds reasons to argue with me all the time So why is she my friend. If i annoy them as much as they claim i do why do that talk to me. why dont we both just stop talking to each other. she spills her drink on me then puts her nasty sticky hands in my hair and on my face. she has no class and is too dependent. im so sick of it. last friend we're not that close but we reside close to each other. she is one of those NOSEY people. nosey nosey. she is deteremind that me and mr.#2 should be together its like her goal. there also seem to be a group of unconnected women that feel they've been appointed as matchmaker. she's one of them. she also is sooooo loud and always has some sarcastic shit to say and you dont even have to be talking to her. she will give her whole opinion on a subject that wasnt adressed to her. she is also a self inviter but the first one to call it a night.

i want them to back off.